Not many days
for me feel like I lost. And that day felt like I lost. A lot. Like
every time I went to do something, I’d come back and it was a loss.
Another lost structure, another lost piece of ground. Another lost,
whatever. At least nobody died at all. They can rebuild. Rebuild will
happen. But … that day sucked for me. It… really… sucked for me
actually.
Normally when a spot happens, there's usually a crew
nearby, or more help or a water source. My turnaround times from dip
site to drop site is pretty quick. But that section of the river, the
trees are wicked tall, like I don't know, 150 feet. And when I put the
bucket in the water, I was actually below the treetops, and that's not
cool. There's random telephone cables strung across from one set of
houses. And the radios are going crazy. We've got six radios going at
one time, and I'm in there by myself trying to switch between all six
different frequencies, fly, and drop water. The stress level was pretty
high. Especially feeling I didn't smash something like I normally was
able to. It wouldn't matter, there was no chance that I would have been
able to stop that.
But it still felt hopeless. For me. I'm not
used to, turn around and the house is gone. This is home, right? So
you're like, “it's gonna be like somebody I know, or somebody's friend.”
And sure enough, like, we went to wind down Wednesday, and Kaline, the
bartender, was like, “third house was my boyfriend's, thanks for saving
it.” And I was like, cool, but I don't want to meet whoever was in House
One or House Two.
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